Thursday, 23 July 2009

  • i apologize to all 162 of you.

    i love you all..
    and i'm going to be back soon..
    cause ana is screaming at the top of her
    lungs inside of my head..
    i've been through so much these past months..
    that i didn't think i would make it through.
    now me and ana are becoming the best
    of friends again.. and my 180 something pound body
    needs to realize that food ISN'T the answer..
    Ana is.. and will always be a part of me. </3

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

Friday, 27 February 2009

  • 123 days.

    Today was alright,
    I'm hanging out with one of my
    friends tonight so that should be fun. :)

    intake:
    b- grapes- about 60 cals
    l- pizza crust & pickles- about 100 cals
    d- lean cuisine- 230 cals

    total today: about 390 cals

    outtake:
    TBA


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.

Thursday, 26 February 2009

  • 124 days.

    I got sick at school.
    I hate not feeling good. :/

    intake:
    b- a bite of pop tart- 50 cals
    l- pizza crust- about 40 cals
    d- lean cuisine- 240 cals

    total today: about 330 cals

    outtake:
    - 30 mins jumping on the trampoline
    - jogged 1/2 mile
    - 50 squats
    - arm exercises
    - 5 mins on AbRocket
    - stretched


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.

Wednesday, 25 February 2009

  • 125 days.

    my day seemed short,
    who knows why.
    i wish all my days were like that.

    intake:
    b- some eggs & a 1/2 a piece of bacon- about 100 cals
    l- peaches & some pizza crust- about 100 cals
    d- healthy choice meal- 250 cals

    total today: about 450 cals

    outtake:
    - 30 mins jumping on the trampoline
    - jogged 1/2 mile
    - 50 squats
    - arm exercises
    - 5 mins on AbRocket
    - stretched


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.

Tuesday, 24 February 2009

  • 126 days.

    sorry i'm back,
    then away,
    then back,
    then away again.
    life is hectic these days.


    intake:
    b- some of a pop tart- about 140 cals
    l- pizza crust- 30 cals
    s- banana- 72 cals
    d- healthy choice meal- 290 cals

    total today: about 532 cals

    outtake:
    - walked 1/2 a mile
    - stretched
    - jumped on trampoline for about 30 mins
    - ab rocket for 10 mins
    - 25 squats


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

Saturday, 14 February 2009

  • 136 days.

    Happy Valentines Day everyone! :)
    (try not to eat too much chocolate :P)

    I think my mom is taking me out to dinner tonight.
    It's really nice, but I'm afraid I'm gonna eat way too much.
    I'll have to exercise a ton more later..


    intake:
    b- slept through
    l- some of a Hardee's breakfast bowl- about 350 cals
    d- TBA

    total so far: about 350 cals

    outtake:
    - 403 cals DDR

    more later..


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.

Friday, 13 February 2009

  • 137 days.

    Next week we have a break,
    but I think i have to go back to my
    Aunt's house. She has cancer again. :(

    intake:
    b- go gurt- 70 cals
    l- peach & some grapes- about 75 cals
    s- bite of a cookie- about 40 cals
    d- 2 meatballs & a lean cuisine- about 300 cals

    total today: about 485 cals

    outtake:
    - 624 cals DDR
    - stretched
    - 50 squats
    - 5 mins on AbRocket


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.

Thursday, 12 February 2009

  • 138 days.

    Time is getting away.

    i have a winter break next week,
    thank god.

    intake:
    b- go gurt- 70 cals
    l- plum & some grapes- about 50 cals
    s- some of a frosty- about 130 cals
    d- salad- about 200 cals

    total today: about 450 cals

    outtake:
    - ran 1/2 mile
    - 312 cals DDR
    - 5 Mins on AbRocket
    - 50 squats
    - arm exercises
    - an hour of walking in Wal*Mart


    i will be this skinny,
    no matter what.
    i've come way too far to give up now.